So i'm looking through my newsfeed on Facebook and i notice looong status my friend made. And it's one of those "I don't give a fuck about people ("friends" as she calls them) and i'm sick of you and you can all go to hell as long as you're not my family"
Then i looked at comments. And they were like: "Oh bro i understand you! I feel so much better now that i don't give a shit!"
This isn't the first, and probably won't je the last time i read stuff like that. Everyone claim they wear masks so people like them and that they'll take those masks off without giving a fuck about what others think. And honestly, i find it kinda stupid. First of all, it's mostly those humans who feed on being with other humans, so if they are alone they soon get weak and depressed, that say such things. Also, when you wear a mask for a long time, it becomes part of you, and you can't leave it as much as you want. I know that one from trying to rip off mine some time ago. So better deal with it and accept it, using it when you want. And besides, if you really didn't care you wouldn't post all that speech on some social network, you'd just tell it to yourself. Cause whenever you post something somewhere someone else can see, specially many people, you're asking for their comment, or like, or reblog, or any kind of attention. Humans are, like it or not, social beings, and need friends. I found that one out by myself, which was a thorny road. Learn that humans aren't perfect, you can't expect anyone to be with you 24/7 or to come to you whenever you need them, specially not after you ditched them cause you're too lazy to go for a walk in heels (this part got a bit personal, sorry). And imagine this! Family members are the closest people to you cause they know you since you were born! No one will be as close to you as some member of your family (cousin, mum, dad, grandma etc), but that's normal. And doesn't mean you shouldn't give a shit about anyone else!
Also, i've noticed many friends of mine or people i know say they hate or dislike humans, or have attitude like that. I was on border of being like that too. But then i realized. I'm human too. If i say i hate humans, it means i hate myself and if i hate myself i can't love anyone/anything else. So please, away with that attitude from me, specially since i noticed there are many times when it's fake.
I LOVE HUMAMS! I CARE WHAT OTHERS THINK OF ME! AND I NEED FRIENDS AND CARE ABOUT THEM! AND THAT'S WHAT I'M LIKE! AND IT'S NORMAL! AND I ADMIT IT AND ACCEPT IT!
Reading: Pandora Hearts, Makai Ouji
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